Pool Rings and Silent Screams..

Sometimes I feel like screaming,
but nothing comes out. I find myself gulping for air because I can't breathe..
I just can't breathe.

It's like when you're in a pool, and you let those rings sink to the bottom.. and each time you go a little deeper to get them; each time you hold your breath a little longer, till finally your lungs feel like they're on fire and you frantically swim to the top, gulping for air.

That's what my life feels like sometimes. Like each time I let myself go deeper; I hold my breath a little longer. A little longer, until I almost burst.

Maybe I need to burst..

-hana rae

Tie-dyed Hearts, and Twirling Hands.

It's days like these that I wish could last for a lifetime..