blue like jazz

"Believing in God is as much like falling in love as it is making a decision. Love is both something that happens to you and something you decide upon."

-Donald Miller

Alive and Breathing

I am a fire reduced to a spark.

A soul within a borrowed body,

A mind and a beating heart.

Illogical.

I'm usually a very cautious person; serious in my endeavors, and when I make a decision it is not without some serious sleep deprivation and a very long thought process.

I am a hardcore thinker.

But there have been times where I went with my gut feeling instead of spending a lifetime trying to be logical. Sometimes this works out, other times it leaves me feeling rather dumb..

I recently went with my gut feeling.

It seemed right at the time, it seemed like the right thing to do.

So I told my logic to shut-up, and I jumped.

And here I am; alive, but changed forever.

I don't regret it at all, I would do it again if given the chance.

But it did not turn out like I planned, nor really wanted.

That's how life is though, you deal with it.

{I legitimately hate not knowing though, it kills me inside.}